He’s still workin
“Just because you don’t see anything happening doesn’t mean God isn’t working.”
Living in the moment is a very hard thing for me to do, but it’s what God has been teaching me lately.
I just want to know his plan! I want to do whatever God wants me to do but I don’t know what he wants me to do so how can I do it!?!?! I’m told his path is “the best way” so how do I know if I’m walking in it!!?
(Those are my every day thoughts, and soooo much more)
It gets really overwhelming stressing about things I have no control over, and it’s a habit I’m trying to break. I just get so anxious. I want to know what’s next. I have an idea of what I think God wants for me so I don’t understand why he doesn’t follow through 😂 like helllloooo,,, HE is the one who gave me these ideas! Soooo….? Now what?,,,,
My biggest fear is to waste my life, so I put so much pressure on myself to make it count. I always think I can be doing more. I can never take in how good things are because I’m not where I believe I could/should be.
I wonder how much of my life I have wasted, worrying about wasting my life..
The thing is, EVERY TIME, everything turns out just fine. God shows me the reason for the season I just got out of, and instead of using that as evidence to trust him again… I just go right back to being confused about his plan.
One of my FAVORITE Bible verses is
John 13:7-You do not understand now what I am doing, but someday you will-
Most the time I don’t understand what he’s doing but every time I get to the next part it all starts to make sense.
I hope this is a little encouragement to you if you are in the season of unknowns right now. Not everything is meant to make sense in the moment. What if the way God is working isn’t to meant to be FOR you but IN you. What if he’s more worried about building your character than your career..
-Tor💛